Isolation

I only blog when im feeling fucked up ahah, just noticed that.

I've been diagnosed with BPD or Borderline Personality Disorder. This means I have incredibly low self-confidence. I also suffer from severe Paranoia, meaning I think everyone is out to get me. Yet, people still think I'm a cunt when I go a little over the top on them.

I cant help it. You wouldn't slag off a suicidal person, you wouldn't give out if a person with one leg couldn't run fast enough, yet here I am, with mental disorders, being treated like a cunt.

What's even more sickening is the fucking hypocrisy of it all. Fuck that shit.

And when I had to deal with amazing upset? With being ditched? I was like, yeah okay dont worry about it! Still, I'm a fucking cunt innit.

Sick of this shit, all of this shit. People can fuck off, don't know who they think they are on their fucking high horse, making me and the person closest to me feel like fucking shit.

bullshit


excuse my french